SICK, VERY SICK, VERY VERY SICK!

And this is why....

It has already been a roller coaster, I had a chorionic hemorrhage early on, that we fully believed was a miscarriage, but instead of declining my hormones kept rising! Ultrasound found the hemorrahage and a egg but no heart and no definite fetal pull, (hosptial talk for baby). So, we had to wait another week to see if my hormones evened out and went down or kept rising. They doubled. Then off to the ultrasound to see if the bleed was resolving, and if they could see a heart and fetal pull.

I had fully believed I had a miscarriage, had accepted the fact, and then I found out all of this. I never let myself fully believe that there was actually a baby after that. Too hard to loose it again I thought. When the Ultrasound tech said oh there's the heart and it's beating strong, the tears started rolling down my cheek's and I was gratful it was dark in there. We are not out of the woods yet. The bleed was significant, and I have to have ultrasounds often to see if the baby is developing normally, with the next in 2 weeks enless I notice bleeding. With a bleed the chances of miscarriage are high, but we saw the heart, and we know our peanut is there. Wish us luck. Oh yeah, they moved my due date back from 5/1/10 to 5/14/10 that was a blow, but I guess they come when their ready anyway.

Here is a pic of my last baby, who was also a bleed at 18 weeks. He held on, and made it 2 days after his due date.

beautiful pic of me huh, the joys of labor really bring out beauty in me. ha ha

Oh my goodness look who's three, and in preschool!

Payton had his first day of preschool on sept 1st 2009. He goes on tues and thurs from 9-11:30.

He has been very excited about this as the picture below shows. I hope his preschool teachers are ready for this rowdy little boy!

Notice the glue on his forhead. He was running threw the kitchen to ride on the four wheeler to go check the water, and he bounced of Aaron's behind into the counter. I got a call on my way to work, "payton hit his head, needs stitches do I take him to the ER or are you coming home"? luckily it was glueable. I stayed home from work that night.

Payton has a little buddy in his class that lives out here by us, and goes to church with us. We have become really good friends with his parents. Here are the boys in front of the school sign. Tucker has a little brother who isn't quite old enough to go to school, but def. is one of the big boys!

Some day these three farm boys may reak a lot of havoc together!

Payton outside of school.

First day of First Grade Sept. 27, 2009

So, I'm a little late with this but better late than never right. My beautiful girl started first grade this year, and she now gets to play on the big kid toys! Her teacher is ms. Nishida, and we are so excited to have her. Ms. Nishida was also my hubby's first grade teacher. I already went to the school, and we made pillows it was a lot of fun. I love volunteering in the class, and getting to know Jenna's friends and teacher better. Here is my beautiful girl posing for the camera. I swear she does this all on her own.

Here we are at school in front of the sign. We really love Grant school, and i'm so glad that Jenna gets to go here!Here is my princess last year on her first day of kindergarten. I can't believe how fast they grow!